meaningless

mid-night

2011-09-09T12:43:00.000-07:00

im so random~

feel to post something on my blog

that kinda long time i didnt do that too..

cuz of job, homework, outings

i had get usual to sleep late and wake late

and now i can get on my bed

and gone throw peoples blog

i kinda.. miss myself

the mabel jang that keep trying to run as far as she can to succeed her dream

but now i realise i stop

i keep myself private

away from social

izzit this what i want?

im confuse*

realizing

2011-05-29T10:12:00.000-07:00

everyone have their own selfishness

so do i have

and i have a serious one

from previous till now

i do not know how serious i am

until now u told me that

Ya.. is true

i have to give my time to my studies, family, friends, work and my partner.

and i just have 24hrs for a day

deduct my sleeping and college time, there are just few hrs remain.

I cant focus all.. but im too greedy

i want to have all of them

i want to have a life that are not everyone have that

but there will not have perfection in this world

i failed to have the perfection life that i want

cuz human always not being satisfy

when they have the 1st one, they always hope the second one

Therefore, the selfishness beginning to start.. because when its start, u will take granted from people who always love you.

im sorry that i have took advantages from those people who love me.

i know im a person who do not deserve being pampered.

im not a robot

2011-05-18T19:18:00.000-07:00

i can able to change my attitude become better towards you

i can give you comfort and confidence when you need it

some how i try my best to enhance our relationship

i try to become a better behalf that what i didn't sacrifice that much before

and for these long period of time

im still not being trusted

i do not know what should i do anymore..

im a human being not a robot

i have feeling to it that what you have said

i have already try my best to done my role play

but everyone have their own limit too..

is ok.. im tired to fight back.

cuz i dont want to be the only person who take it so seriously but the other dont.

alone

2011-05-01T06:25:00.001-07:00

i just want to tell you that i miss u alot.

A day

2011-03-31T09:30:00.000-07:00

recently i'm working for canon roadshow

but the event have ended.

before that we are normal as we are

2 days after is like omg..

red wig for 4 of us.

have a great moment with them =)

haha.. real satisfied with this work.. cuz i saw fei lun hai

actually im not really a fan of them

but after their authorgraphy

they really gave a good impress to me..

they are like damn tall..

sad case is i stand too far from them

ish.. what quite a waste..

ya... tried ninja burger =)

is so yummy and healthy..

recommended*

N is value to eat if u go with a gang of friends.

this is my set lunch ^^

a great day N a great place

2011-03-31T09:00:00.000-07:00

haha.. here I'm

u all gonna miss me rite?

have a suggestion for u all..

a great relax place

named Levian.

at KL nearby Pavilion :)

a place special for breads

but they do sell other western food also.

And chocolate XD

spend a whole day at there

have a tea break with MACAROON

it look like colorful burgers with artificial colors

taste like biscuit

but is too sweet for me

maybe it suit elissa cuz she love sweet stuff

it look delicious ..

yummy tarts after ^^

blueberry & strawberry

and a cup of cappuccino..

dinner with thai pasta.. yum yum

N have a souvenir =)

waiting

2011-03-01T15:00:00.000-08:00

1st time im waiting for people's call for so desperately
keep calling and calling
but no one answer
checked fb, blog, watsapp and message
but there are no updates and respond
prepared the journey for tmr but
received a reply on tmr morning
ask me go back to bed
i called back
keep calling
but there are no answer

and i realized i changed
turn to a person who knows fear.

过程

2011-03-01T00:41:00.000-08:00

我们都知道，热恋只是一段感情的开始
热恋完了，彼此都会开始信任对方，
相信对方会了解彼此，依赖对方的忍让，包容和等等。。。
因为他知道你的在乎会包容他的一切。
慢慢就会忽略对方
可能彼此都没发现，出了状况
因为避免争吵，对方都会大事化小，小事化无。
慢慢的累积只会让彼此觉得对方变了，产生误会。
我知道维持一段感情是需要双方面的忍让和付出
但容忍可是有限，所以别让这自信把这过程毁了。

Anti social

2011-02-21T07:06:00.000-08:00

my blog gonna rusting now!!
i just leave there like long long time ago
include facebook..
im shock that even i didnt switch on my lappy for few days
is like im so outdated
do not really knew that im lazy or lack of time
some how i just use my phone to check my mail n fb notifications only
than log out
not even being busy body at ppl's wall
or chit chat with friends..
even im like so away of my friends' blog that im usual to see them so frequent
besides, i do not hang out with friends like usually what i did.

suddenly i really out of my track..
feel that im like living by my own

i do not know what make me change?
my partner or my studies?
maybe 50 , 50
yes. compare to last sem
i really put more effort to my homework,
stay up late nights just for assignments,
work like non-stop cuz i have few assignments in a week .
and every week have new assignment for me.

previously, while im at ucsi
i always thought that study more in practical will be more fun, easy and excitement.
ya... is quite challenging to me cuz is new to me.
but is not easy at all..
is like no rest for me..
having final exam can last minute
but having practical subjects is like every work that u have done is yr exam
cuz it include marks that shows yr grades
N being not creative that i need to put more time n effort of it..
i hope the way that i have chosen is a right track..
good luck to me =)

成长

2011-02-09T00:47:00.000-08:00

有时候真的永远当小孩
只顾吃喝玩乐，课业和睡觉。
长大了，玩的感觉没了，朋友陌生了，
感觉到社会的残酷。
小时候可以当朋友是知心
但一接触到社会，人就会变
在也不是小时候的小孩。

所以大家都越来越保护自己
变得有所保留，感情就不能像小孩那样释放和直率。

12am of 3 feb

2011-02-02T09:08:00.000-08:00

arghhhhhh.... i wash my hair on the 1st day of cny..
hope it wont affect my luck .. cuz going to play mah jeong tmr!!

most of the people are having fun or playing fireworks but i'm rushing my assignments..
sigh*
tmr mama going to make me up at 9am sharp..
ouch... im going to look ugly on this cny!!!

holiday spend

2010-12-22T06:53:00.000-08:00

seems long time that i dint updates my peeps what i'm going on in this period of time
how i spend my time
quite a busy holiday
the 1st thing that i always do is search for jobs
n feed myself
2nd thing is let myself have enough rest cuz after my holiday
i need to get back my sleepless night
assignments only..
3rd thing is get back to meet my friends and have my holidays.

haha.. my life must full of appointments =)

i had meet my ucsi darlings

although it past long time ago
but u all still in my mind ^^

sorry miss mah that i rejected u for shopping cuz i need to work.
hope we can get together soon again.

here comes the fat hippo
from Australia

come to malaysia for vacation

we had a trip at pulau pangkor
with christine, alien and mermaid.
we had a great time, out to the sea
struggle in the sea
scream on the float
exhausted and joy after the gathered.

haha.. we disgust together =_=
sorry that dint have any pics for the trip
all with mich, because she is the photographer
blame her dint upload the pics. lolx

have a meet with yelloz...
with accompany of mich n jie er
chat about the past n current
how's life n so on..
n im still the one who was kena bully~
no changes.. haiz... poor little me

celebration of shuwei's birthday
went to full house, sunway giza

group photo =)

family members~

next holiday,
went to jb n singpore with chris =)
had a flight early the morning
but cuz of the late
we force to bought another ticket
haiz... wasted
but nvm cuz we had a great time also.

our flight ticket... 5C - my class
wohaa~
had lots of foods
famous cheese cake

gui tau kia, taiwan food, goreng pisang, unique cafes
and etc.

hoho... my special breakfast in town
ah pek mian.. said by chris

actually is a kind of wantan mee that taste very different form kl
they use chili sos not black sos
haha
taste gorgeous, like it.

a romantic place, full of lights n christmas deco

here comes the THAT'S CAFE

a good environment cafe

with jess n bunbun

saloon with boutique~

night bazaar

back to kl with cloths, chocolate n biscuits..

koreen food with 2 hungry cat^^

actually is 3 cuz im the 1 who suggest that
haha...

have our delicious lunch~ yummy....

like the beef there...wohoo
meet nichole n her bf there.

next section snowflake time
me n mich receive Christmas present form eli
haha.. my 1st christmas present
thx eli^^

my christmas eve
had a crazy moment with the L gang at maison

mich's birthday

went to melacca had layer cheese cake and satey culup
with alvin, arron, alien, mermaid, kent fo, christine , me and the birthday girl

christmas day at yelloz's house

we had steamboat and present exchanged
haha... had a great fun too..

Donald's lover birthday

we went to sunway lagoon
wet n dry ourselves
and fun with Mr. gaga
than celebrate his birthday at game zone.
happy birthday... hope u will be happy always^^

The last day of 2010
we went for hiking at bukit tabor..
with chris, mich, alvin n arron.
what a tired and excitement morning.
up n down the slop
every end of the year are full of suprise n excitements
this is mabel's life haha
steamboat n countdown at alvin house
uno with beers..
happy new year to 2011 and say good bye to 2010

冬季

2010-12-22T06:34:00.000-08:00

每年的冬季我都是和婆婆过的
从小到大我都和她相依为命
一起吃，一起睡，一起谈心
但今年的。。
没吃到婆婆做的汤圆，
她突然生病了，没得和我们一块吃团圆饭
她一人在医院跟病魔对抗，
看到这情况真让人心痛。
希望她能够平安度过难关。

变

2010-12-04T21:44:00.000-08:00

我知道不应该有比较的心态
但要求完美的处女座
总觉得我并不是你身边的最佳
不管我怎么去进步和改变
我都达不到那你身边的追求者

以前的我虽然不会很多，霸道
都自信满满的
但现在。。。
并没有那坚持了。

life needs

2010-12-01T10:04:00.000-08:00

everyone have their own hard time
therefore we must help when people in trouble
especially people who less convenient
who cant work for themselves
hunger with their weak body.

恐惧

2010-11-16T07:37:00.000-08:00

今天我迷失了
在一个并不熟悉的地方
一个人在人群内寻找
失去的方向。

天空下着毛毛雨
鞋踏着路边的脏水
四处望着路上的指路牌
没方向的一直向前走
周围的路人都用奇怪的眼神望着
让我感觉，我不属于这

要找的并还没找到
却弄得自己很狼狈
当时心情糟透了
还接到一个被责怪的来电
让我觉得更加无助

changes

2010-11-12T07:54:00.000-08:00

1st day work for this hp fair at kl convention for celcom
meet some friendly girls.

meet a 38 called jenni,
told her about my life style while i just knew her for few hours ago
n i had nvr done that b4
the feeling is just like sharing yr personal stuff to a stranger
but its quite kidda good feeling while chatting with her
feel in a comfort way while we doesnt know each other much
had a long chat with her while i drove her back

the most ridiculous thing that i had done is i park the wrong place and had to pay rm30+ for my today's parking fees. is just OMG, my payment is wasted!!!

平衡点

2010-11-11T09:05:00.000-08:00

年幼的时候会把爱情当儿戏
习惯接受别人对你的爱和付出
那时候的你也会理所当然的接受
久而久之，这也变成了习惯和依赖。
变得自私，无情，现实
像个无情的人。

当你遇上一个在乎的人
你会不知不觉地为他改变
尝试去混合他的生活
也很自然的为他付出
不像年幼时期的自私
也会介意对方的感受

有时候真的想说一句
我爱你。

概念

2010-11-09T08:25:00.000-08:00

怀念平静的草原，平静的生活。
每次都好像把自己弄得很疲惫
可能这是性格吧，
看不过眼让自己闲下来，
总把时间表都排地满满，
尽量让自己过的充实。

就是有这样的性格
时常冷落身边的人
我想把每件事都做得很好
分配地头头是道
但.... 我们都知道
没有十全十美的事
总会有得有失

a night stop

2010-10-30T07:08:00.000-07:00

went to melacca for C's assignments
made her late for her shooting time range
cuz of my failure planning.
decided to have a night at there
wohoo
just so sudden
we gonna try new stuff
haha
overnight in the car
something that dint try b4 that i request it.
sorry dear to make u so exhausted.
although these is abit tiring
but i pretty like these kind of feelings
park on the beach side
look at the sea view
listen to songs
seat beside her
and Andros into dreams.
is just a great experience although is abit dangerous.
because there having some car racing at there also..
haha.. i just like to try new stuff =)

we slept during the rain,
pity her not really can sleep becuz needed to keep on eye on me
haha.. im just a kid
n we r so kidda dirty..
we listerine just beside the road
haha is just so no image for C
she cant accept it..
n she say im just like a barbarian
than start to have some shooting
had a great old style breakfast
have a kinda fresh feeling

unluckily, we lost..
we forgot where we park the car
walk for an hr to just find the car
round n round
wt a bad luck for today..
but we had a great time n gain specials ^^

加油 =)

2010-10-20T11:24:00.000-07:00

好像找回以前的推动力了，
我看从现在慢慢开始
我会把生活都调整一下，
过学生应该过的生活了。

杨琪要关闭自己了。
还有，我是不会输的！
等着瞧~

植物人

2010-10-18T22:54:00.000-07:00

突然真的想让世界暂时停止
让我暂时离开世界，
当个植物人
做个在自己心里过生活的病人
给自己放大假
无忧无虑，
自由自在，
让自己麻醉。

哎呀~
快点考试，快点放假吧。。

不然我会疯掉！！

对不起，爱丽萨
浪费了你的时间和心思
让你白走一趟

我累了

2010-10-16T09:06:00.000-07:00

为什么都是我做迁就的那一个？
为什么你们就不可以让我歇一歇？
为什么把我搞得那么狼狈？
都跟你说了我在忙，请别打扰我。
我已经够烦了。谢谢合作

sorry stonner young,
is not purposely dont reply yr message
cuz suddenly when to do some urgent things
and when i came back
sudah lupa to reply yr message,
sorry to make u so angry
im sorry.

你不知道我爱你

2010-10-11T12:14:00.000-07:00

时间会证明一切
你以为受伤害的是你
但伤的最深是我。

空

2010-10-10T06:42:00.000-07:00

感觉大家的心情都不怎么好。包括自己
有时候累，有时候闷，有时候忙，有时候空
没方向，没斗志
头脑装的太多无聊，
所以想把烦的东西都删除掉。
把脑袋保持放空状态，
好好歇一歇~

可能这就叫成长的过程吧~
心里只想一个人让时间慢慢的过，
已经没力气再换面具了。
我累了。

让我一人静静吧，
我需要时间休息。

爱丽萨，你也要加油哦。
我们都一起寻找吧，
目标在前面，
不要放弃 =）

random

2010-10-10T06:24:00.000-07:00

i just feel to be alone =)
chillax~

偶然

2010-09-30T08:21:00.000-07:00

刚接到爱尔文的来电，和他谈了几句。。。
可爱的他竟然吃佳美的醋，说我不理他了。
好啦。。因为这段时间我和你都在忙。
然后你假期了，我都没去找你。
我知道是我的错，对不起=) 要等我哦。。我会约你的。
所以放心，我怎么会舍得抛弃你呢？

今天和刘小姐约会，吃了爱玉和红豆冰，看了电影，发下脾气，谈心和白晃一下。
和你在书店的感觉不错，也渐渐爱上躺在你怀抱的感觉。
记得要把我说的都记着，不要去乱想东东！！

最近和叶桐有同样的问题
心脏和胃都不受控制，开始出毛病，
可能我真的是不可以当有压力的小孩吧。。。
一没有当老人家的角色，毛病就出现了。
一定是叶桐小姐传染的，因为她总爱传病毒给我。。lolx
希望你早日康复，要好好照顾自己哦…… ^^

my updates

2010-09-23T09:23:00.000-07:00

haha... firstly want to thank all my friends that spend their intention for the surprise..
i had a 19 blast birthday =)

my 1st celebration is with my old gangs

miss snowie, ginny, shuwei, & baby ooi =)
went to sunway giza, curious about the decision about the restaurant.
finally back to wong kok cuz of the big big cup...

having a good time with them.
& they bring me this..

thx for the present =)

2nd celebration.... with miss babu and michelle kong

3 of us celebrate birthday togather that we usually do last time.
but this time with an extra of kengli and tissue.

mr. kengli

mr.tissue

special flower for babu...

she ask him.. y so little flower?

lolx.. cute XD

we mix it up... rawr

self made oreo cheese cake form kengli
haha... future chef...nice cake
is yummy..

Lastly.. happy birthday to 3 of us ^^

3rd celebration from family.
early the morning, wake up by my mum.
ask me what present that i want for my birthday.
i said....* secret*
dad bring me to Malacca for the Nadeje cheese cake
pass by jongker street.
get some food.... but i miss my cendol... cuz of too many ppl
public holiday lah...

had dim sum back to kl..
lame~ haha
night time..
when to my uncle shop for curry fish head..
special recipe from himself, and he cook that on that night..
yummy.. like it so much^^
thx for yr spend... uncle desmond

4rd surprise from iact kaki, & 1 UFO dari help.

kena cheated by the acting of foo ywen and christine liew
damn it...i believe them..sucks
had a great surprise from my iact kaki & ywen
found them at room... playing monopoli
surprise^^

fenny, shom, carmen, steffi & xiao wei are playing hide n seek with mabel
ywen & christine become actress

will gonna have steamboat at resort..
wohoo... lets boil it
after the cooking section. starts their preparation...
the result is tadaa~

haha tQ to my dearest , who spend so much time for these... appreciate =) love u
haha thx for carmen helping up of wrapping the lolli flower.
thx for Rachel for helping up for the cheese cake

like it so much.. buddies.. thx
Happy PD trip

5th surprise from alvin, aaron and jason
sunday night reach my house, 3 of them culik christine into car n bring us to genting.
they covered my eyes when i went up alvin's myvi
all they way to genting, my head was dizzy, had a small chat with stoner young
reached there with coldness
went for a ride, i had make lotz of noise b4 my eyes was open
had a worst steamboat at genting..
tak sedap.. but still thx for alvin's spend
had a great moment, a different experience XD

6th belated celebration with usci gang
went wong kok n tumpang boey's birthday..
had a lunch togather
long time dint meet each other
was excited to see them... *happy*
i was left out lots of updates when these period time
my darling goin to be stewardess..
cool babe... u r so pretty..
hope u will be success for yr airline interview.. bless~
thx for yr effort for the gathering n celebration
love u darling... i will miss u.. after work also must ask me out also oh... dun busy go holiday without me...

lastly happy birthday to boey and myself ^^ lolx *syok sendiri*

the last 1 is form Anson young
she sent me a birthday card from brisbane
haha... touch...^^
although is just few words inside but it shows the inner message that contain.

wow... i dunno how she found a card that with my name inside...
some more it shows my horny inside.. lolx.
naughty ah...
real appreciate things that u done for me..
i knew n got it.. its stay
lastly thx for yr beloved card.. hubby

我累了

2010-09-15T12:32:00.000-07:00

现在都忙着假期，功课都快累积成山了。
没那赶课业的心情，只想让头脑放放假。
最近荷尔蒙失调，情绪有点不稳定，不受控制，也很难入眠。
我需要甜品来调整，也需要工作去麻木。
我爱玩爱闯的热诚去哪了？
现在连修改照片都懒得理会了。
每天只会facebook, 不只是看看新的update 和comment.
现在无聊到看别人的照片，看了又看，然后去八卦别人的东西。
facebook 了，就看部落格，hotmail, 再不是就是对着电脑发呆。

真的不知道自己想干嘛！！

我是个烂人。

i just like to eat ^^

2010-09-11T08:20:00.000-07:00

haha...
last night im wondering should i stay at kl with C n have shooting with her
OR accompany my daddy to melacca to fetch my granny back..

haha..
im a good daughter ofcuz final decision is......
to melacca with family..

haha...
actually im get attracted by the cheese cake from Nadeje..
haha.. wow.. im so in love with it..
so decided to write out and recommend everyone to try this out.

their special is " layer by layer"
really taste different..
N the best seller is still original.

ei... michelle yap & CK fo..
got green tea 1 leh.. next time bring u try.. ^^
haha... when u back~

2010-09-08T20:27:00.000-07:00

i want to eat snowflake.. christine liew...

2010-09-07T10:37:00.000-07:00

today finally is my last day to school..
tmr will start my raya break for 13 days.. wohoo..
i gonna date my friends..
pls wait for me... my darlings..
today sacrifice my training and went to tropicana mall
had sushi dinner with alvin's group n my group..
after dinner,
when to have a movie with my group
long time dint go for movie.. haiz... cuz of too much school work..
busy only..
saw PIRANHA
abit bloody for christine n mandy..
pity mandy, makes her vomit 3 times in toilet..
but not cuz of the show is cuz of the food that she ate..
haiz...
hope she can able to sleep tonight
after movie,
C drop me back to my car.
n my car stuck again cuz of ramadan
ish~
i need to wait until the stall close
round for at least half an hr to wait the time pass
finally get my car back surrounded by those rubbish
yark...

for michelle:
sorry dint chat with u in this period time
abit busy... hope u understand^^
but i also got always get track on yr fb n blog
so no worries
i always updated yr stuff
so dont u feel left out.
n some more..
heng~ stupid babi..
yr ass itchy ah..
go n flirt my C
some more use yr sweet voice n try to seduce her..
har..how u get her contact?
i jealous lo.. heng~

when i saw alien n kengli's situation,
i flash back yrs n mine
im wondering..
izzit a wrong decision to break up with u ?
with using a stupid reason that i cant able to get in long distance relationship
cuz i can really feel d happiness between alien n kengli
although they are far part away
but inside their heart between each other is just a cm distance close

2010-08-28T08:43:00.000-07:00

看着心爱的人在受苦而你又却帮不上忙，
感觉很难受，无奈。
希望家人，朋友和身边的人都过得健康快乐^^
希望你们都早日康复。

2010-08-27T11:22:00.000-07:00

mami having scan tmr... hope she will be fine & get well soon..
sorry that i dint accompany u when u needs me....
n let u being alone for these few days at home
no worries.. u will gain yr beauty and health back
i will not fall when u needs me
must take care for yrself..
i really afraid that i need to stand all by my own
u knew that i cant live without u.
no matter how stress or how many problems i had
i also can handle it by my own.
but without yr support
i will not know how to lead and continue my journey..
u r my best friend n mummy,
u knew all my stuff included homo life
u r the gorgeous mum that i ever had
n im proud to have a mum like u
thx god to let me as a daughter of you
i love u , 'mike' ( a weird name that i usual to call her) *likes*

2010-08-22T09:26:00.000-07:00

我三天的快乐换来你的悲伤

当我在旅行时，你来电了两次
我知道你有事，但因为你不要引起佳美的误会，
你把电话挂了。。
跟我说晚安和enjoy.............
回来时看到你的部落格，你叫我不生气
我办不到
你怎么那么笨。。。做出这样的傻事
你知道我有多心痛吗？
没有勇气回来是因为我现在有了女友，
还是怕我会冷落你？
你几时做出这样的决定？
那你说一月回来是来掩饰的吗？
我就快给你气死了！！！
stupid anson young...........

2010-08-19T11:10:00.000-07:00

a day have too many excitements..

1.realize that i contact with the wrong jason
than make me damn paiseh..
some more ask me out for date..
i takut la... friends ok la.. no others ok..

2. found out something interesting^^
get to increase the number of the same line group
wohoo... we r so unique^^

3. is a bad thing
just found out my expenses for this month
omg... i hv ard spend rm2700, and the month still hvn end
i dunno wt mabel jang trying to do..
spend money like tap water..
how she gonna spend over her limits
n she need to get some punishment..
1st, no shopping for her for the next month( september)
2nd, need to go to get herself a job immediately
no lazy at house anymore..
3rd, no outings during the study period b4 finals...

* the surrounding, pls keep on eye on her*

2010-08-18T09:11:00.000-07:00

is just like that..

today went to night market to buy my tmr's breakfast
n i accidentally drop my phone
ish~ i cant see my screen now..
damn.. i need to survive without phone again..

i feel real bad after i read yr post,
n this afternoon have some conversation with monkey also
talk about ours
she ask me to keep a distance with u, to avoid u getting even worst
cuz if i still remain the relationship now it will may cause u cant able to let go.
but u know..
i cant make it..
u stay a important role in my heart, n will always there..
is not just a ex- partner, and a real friend that cant replace
n u know i will not leave my friends
some how i treat friends better than my other half
but i hope u not to just feel to let the pass go,
and accept others.
cuz i hope u really live happily, n can get a good mate ( if u really meet some1 that really fall for )
not just cuz of yr 赌气...
love u....^^

today done a bad thing..
brought christine ponteng..
went to dessert shop to have 汤圆
we fight for food as usual, cuz we have similar taste n likes
guess who won?
haha.... ofcuz is mabel jang, she always like to bully the person who love her...
ate yam with sesame ball.. nice^^ but the yam not sweet enough ... haha
but is just nice for C, loser ate peanut ball with ginger soup
yuck.... old people's taste
*i hate ginger*
n she forgot her glasses when we leave the shop,
made the waitress ran out to pass her belongings
paiseh lo~ lolx..

ei~ stupid christine... no more jealous...
u r in my post .. so no complains.. =)

2010-08-15T09:39:00.000-07:00

for anson young..

i know u have a hard time for this period
n i hope u can stay strong..
u look damn chan in ekka's picture lo..
go do facial n put more mask^^
pls take care yr self babi..
hippo always not that strong like frog...
so hippo cant learn frog to stay up late night, not to bed
n if any problem must tell frog,
like wt hippo usual do^^
n mabel jang will always there for u...

2010-08-06T09:07:00.000-07:00

JUST HAVE SOME RELEASE ^^

today no class for me
classmate went for holiday at JB n singapore
left me at KL
kena ffk by boey ( reason: sick)
ok..
i forgive
than this morning gave a call to my darling
force her to accompany for whole day
waste her time in saloon by waiting me to finish my hair dye n cut
ok..i have a new colour.. red
but only can see in the bright..
omg... i wan bright colour

my darling done a manicure while she was waiting~
rm30 for pinkish red
u can search for her blog to see updated pictures
cuz she is the photographer today^^
blog : http://tsukielissa.blogspot.com
had lunch n snowflake at subang
meet mandy at there..
*the snowflake kaki*
i forgot to bring my card to chop....
so i cant get the 2 chop for the free item.. ish~
after the sweet time that we had together,
fetch my darling to kajang
finally i got to know her house location..
so this christmas will pergi her house n mess up
wahaha~ elissa wait for us...^^
hope her lips will get well soon..
i see also heartache..
cuz the difference of colour..

2010-07-23T08:34:00.000-07:00

烦...

i know im a selfish person
trying to maintain the relationship between us
trying to give a good impression
but i know i have done something sucks to u just now
n make u damn pissed off
n i want to tell u, i still got feelings towards my ex
n i hvn totally can let go the previous relationship.
n i don't feel to hide this from you.
cuz i really dont feel to lie.

although i have feelings towards u, that i do not aspect,
but when i saw yr moodiness,
i really dunno how to respond,
sorry for my greediness that i fall for 2 person on the same time.
i just need some time for it.

but i really feel fear n down when u dint reply my message
n im waiting for it..

im so useless

2010-07-07T19:55:00.000-07:00

bad or good luck?

actually today need to have insurance exam, but this morning received alvin's call and told me that postponed to next week.
actually i should be happy to heard that cuz i hvn finish the topics that need to cover although i stay up late night to study..
some more i ate mcd for my supper... gemuknya~
d 2 sucks thing that i met was :
1st: mcd's stuff told me that the mcd delivery service that cover my house area is just until 11pm..
omg.. apa ini!!! force to go drive thru during the mid night.. improve abit la.. malaysia
2nd : im wasting the whole nite n morning to study the question with a wrong ans.. damn it~
cuz of i accidentally mix up with ans sheet for different sample exam question... the the most sucks thing.. i realize it in this morning.. damn it.. im wasting my whole night that memorizing wrong answer.. omg... damn stupid la..
luckily alvin told me the exam postpone, if not sure fail!!!
wasting my time, energy, sleeping time, postpone my meetings, and etc..
grhhhhhhh......

after the call.. start my fb-ing
mails n blogs.
that i miss it for last night
cuz im ard awake..
cant sleep when i can see sun lights..
so go search job, gossip in ppl's blog, and re-read your blog..
read back yr previous post, that normally i like to do it
it so touch~
still can make it to feel back those feelings
although i read it for lots of times
n u r in yr collage now.. really miss you
although i know i should not say that..

ya~ n need to thx steffi that stay awake that confirm me that not fall asleep last night.
sorry ...bengkak eyes~ ^^

2010-06-23T08:03:00.000-07:00

sweet stuff

normally, ppl who close to me knows that im the person who not really like to eat sweet stuff.
but i do eat in sometimes..
i have been so long that i dint update my blog..
previously, im busying of withdraw from ucsi n settle the paper work stuff
n finding new collage to transfer,
n finally now im at iact.
ppl at there r quite different from ucsi
1st they are all fresh graduated so sometime i feel abit old at there
2nd is most of them are banana, omg
i cant speak Mandarin anymore... T_____T
* luckily not the whole class of bananas, if not suffer man.*
but the class activities at there are better than ucsi,
at least is not that boring.. haha
n more interactive between students n lecturers
n we always have group activities in class that ucsi do not have.
the most suffer thing is i need to wake up freaking early to prepare myself to school,
cuz cheras to jaya 1 is damn jam man..
will jam more than an hour, n usually i always late for class
no matter hw early i wake up
cuz my characteristic is NOT PUNCTUAL
n iact's lecturer are damn discipline
cant late for class if not will deduct marks * damn shit rite*
hope i wont fail my subject cuz i always late.
although iact's teaching plan is much more fun than ucsi, but is quite tired for me also
cuz the lecturer use all the lecture hrs that given
but ucsi normally teach 1 till 1 n a half hr only.
iact, 1 class is 3 hrs..
the most shit thing is the mac lab dun hv Internet connect in pc, so i need my iphone
haha

today went to see toy story 3 with my 20 classmate ^^
have fun with them also, n i had baskin today^^
because is pink Wednesday ♥
i wore pink pants n shoes today^^
so im getting discount for that.. haha

cuz im being emo for these few days,
so i need some sweet things to cheer me up ( elissa's recommend)
so had a high sugar content drink during this morning
n some candies in class
had ice cream b4 the show
n when im back i ate marshmallow^^

nice..
so today , the whole day is all sweet stuff.
it really cheer me up when i feel the moodiness from me..

n just finish a call from michelle,
talk for more than an hour like usual
make me feel that im still concern
thx ^^
take care la dear, get well soon ^^ *cares from me*

2010-05-30T10:55:00.000-07:00

我的眼泪。。

上个星期四的下午，叶小姐的妈给了我个来电。
正好刚庆祝完爱莉莎的生日小派对，
跟我说了好多
叫我离开她女儿的话
而我就在哪儿听
载了david 和zizi 回家后
立刻眼泪在眼眶流下
不是她妈给了我难听的话
而是我害怕。。
她会我离而去
不是怕她对我不理不睬
而是怕她会为她妈而放弃我。。

刚才和她 skype 了一下，
她告诉会尝试改变自己，去变回原本的她
做回她应该做的东西，而我也知道她很爱她妈。

虽然我预测到这个结果，但是当她亲口告诉我时，
我真的崩溃了，我真的很不想去接收这事实。
当时，我眼泪掉了
她也知道了，虽然我没哭出声
都不知道她怎样感觉到的。。
还是她已猜到我一定会哭？

以前，我都提醒她，我们现在是朋友，叫她别想多
不果当刚才她跟我说：we will be close friend, but nothing more, and u should be that too.
那时看到这信息时，突然好像停止呼吸似的
好像已经快吸不到另一口气了
感觉好害怕
很恐怖。。

现在除了有空虚的感觉自外，还有一种被遗弃的感觉
好像没人可以给我依靠了。（除了朋友）
好像少了一个爱我的人
难道我只可以一个人撑下去吗？

2010-05-26T10:48:00.000-07:00

tired day...

today have a replacement job for a friend
but actually i dunno who she really are.. blur*
as usual.. i always forgot stuff especially names...
that who i just knew them in short period time n seldom get in touch
i always forget.. paiseh la..

although the payment of job is not very high,
but i have no regrets for it cuz
i knew a good agent today..
friendly person...
n got to know a new girl called apple..
haha cute name..
today just keep talking to her
so time pass fast
yahoo..
although i need 2 wear high heels but i still feel better compared that i need 2 stuck in watson alone
thats make me feel damn sienzz...

after work meet up with edric n celyn..
drop them to drink tea house..

2010-05-21T07:35:00.000-07:00

just so sudden..

actually i dont have any idea to post any thing cuz im not usual to post everything that i done for the day like diaries

today saw a touch drama that was so sudden cuz i stop watching drama long time, even tv programe

下一站幸福.. i like that little boy.. cute

cuz my internet hv abit problem that make me cant online for these few days
so force to watch tv proggrame

n make me cant get update with my babe's blog
saw elissa's blog..
feel abit sorry n guilty for her
suddenly the close friends of her are not with her in the school anymore
me, junyi, n meli
remain boey n celyn ( the old gangs of mass comm that we know for like so long ) actually just a year.. haha

i can feel her loneliness
n i feel sorry for her cuz im leaving her also..
n i will really miss u guys, n d moment that i spend with u all.. ^^

2010-05-15T03:16:00.000-07:00

i hate my self

these few days busy with the days at iact..
went for their workshop and learn some basic stuff
n have their lovely lunch
iact sedang rugi.. haha
went to 8tv n fly fm, feel some disappointed with their system.

i mean wow.. kecilnya... 8864 n Quikie is on d same room..
so sempit.. pity d host n d videographer.

2nd day of the talk.. me n alvin sudah lewat for 1hr 30mins
cuz of d traffic jam n dim sum.

that dim sum is d most worst dim sum that i hvn had
n d service is so bad n slow. some more is costly..
1st time n the last time go there.

Bad luck for these 2 day also.. hv 2 minor accidents..
because i lack of sleep n make me cant fully focus in road.
i thought i will be very free to finish my book in a week time.
but lastly i cant even further my pages after the 1st time reading.

Aku memang busy.. haha

N sorry cant make it with d dates with my friends.. sorry guys
abit busy now... so i will keep my updates in blog
miss u all..

i need time , 24hrs per day is not enough for me
i need more to do my stuff, hv fun and play with my friends
N i also need some rest for my mind..

after 2 days workshop,
hv a steamboat dinner with alvin n chee long
hv some chit chat than went to blue with alvin
play to d max in blue
keep drinking
n the next day i regret when i flash back
what a mess on that night.
image spoilt man..
n i realise i cant get drunk anymore
n i don't want to embarrass myself anymore..
no mix alcohol drinks pls..
im not a good drinker..

2010-05-11T08:39:00.000-07:00

空闲日。。

A message rang me up this morning
" darling wake up?" from elissa..
she told me she is coming to my house with david
but i remain my sleep after the message
haha.. i hvn wake la..
after 20mins of rolling bed than force to wake up >___<
they reached my house after i finish my brushing
n i still in pyjamas.. *shy* d only guy that saw me in this outfit..
open d door for them n continue my up keep.
still need 2 wait for boey until 12.30
b4 meet up with boey, eli n david accompany me for car wash.
panasnya.. all of us sweating.
after car wash meet up boey n hv chicken rice.
nike n alvin recommanded..
real nice.. but we order to much chicken n vege
n we should order more pork.. yummy
can feel d crispy of it.. haha
after our lunch then fetch them back to my house
n eli turn to be d driver.
me will continue to leisure mall ^^
not play or dates is just hv some shopping n pay my phone bills.
ei.. dun misunderstand im not buying cloths, shoes or accessories.
i just bought some hair oil n some magazine n book.
isnt unbelievable?
ppl who noe me knew that i hate books alot,
n usually i dont read haha..
After paying my bills i dint go 2 see any cloths stuff but i went to popular.
oh.. man
i went in n find some books that can get my attraction.
normally, magazine that mostly young adults like to read.
but i refuse to read also.. what a problem child
but i change my life today i bought 1 magazine n a book today.
hope i will finish that book.. dun repeat wt i done last time..

2010-05-06T21:49:00.000-07:00

what should i do?

i have really no idea now... my mind is all stuck
should i temperory stop my studies now? or continue?
should i continue degree or start diploma
or even change courses?
nw i really realise, ucsi is just good in marketing in mass comm
not even film or advertise
n my wish is 2 learn about advertising in tvc
not just english, communication n writting.
i wan something new, not something that i learn b4 n just keep upgrading
n ucsi is more on acedemic.
d most important thing is i dunno wt course that really suite me
should i go for work as junyi say?
but i dun want 2 waste my time anymore, im aready late for half a year
before that usually junyi mah guide me when im in problem
n now she goin to go very soon
away from ucsi, mass comm
she scarifised her scholar...
my surrounding keep changes
because elissa maybe will stop too..
i hate this feeling cuz 2 close friend will be leaving and i dunwan 2 be alone T_____T
n i have no directions 2 lead my way in life
today is d last day for course selection
but im still empty now...

2010-04-13T19:09:00.000-07:00

maybe im to free
cuz of having study week now
last time i usually rush for studies
but this sem
i do ntg
just wait time pass
haha
maybe im bored 2 studies jo..
or something else
dunno la... i also dun feel 2 think so much
just let it be

虽然她的部落各我看了很多次，但今天看了

竟然会掉眼泪
我不是放下了吗？为什么还会哭？
因为在生气，他们那么开心吗？

我说了

2010-04-13T09:59:00.000-07:00

不知道为什么今天突然会跟我妈说我是同性恋
不是有话题的连接
不是她问起
不是因为想念
其实我也不知道为什么我那么突然
一路来我都不是很想给人知道我是同性
但之从叶小姐离开我后
我好像不这么在意别人对我的看法
不会怕给别人知道我喜欢女生
更会和朋友分享我和他的过去

一直隐瞒妈的。。最后也和她说了
我和叶小姐在一起8个月了。
你在我劲看到的是小姐的。。。不是先生的。。
我每次去找的也是小姐
妈。。对不起我瞒你那么久。

blood

2010-03-25T07:31:00.000-07:00

last nite feel some toothache
thought tooth goin 2 rote
today felt that i that my gums keep bleeding
but cant see d blood in my mouth just can keep taste d blood taste when i swallow my saliva
need 2 go for a check up if this continue

todaY
early d morning received a call by alvin
he had an accident
maybe 1 month cant use his car for 1 month
poor thing.. cant mingle around.. without a car
maybe he borrow from gay lou and etc.
after that call turn sek wan.
than boey
tell me they all outside
walao..
just finish brushing my teeth only n i still in my pyjamas
open door for them 2 come in
let them saw my morning look that without any preparation.T.T

wait for me a moment
than accompany me for lunch..
than go writting class
again... mr. cheah's class
boring

lucky day..

2010-03-23T00:48:00.000-07:00

before that im busing assignments, midterm, presentations, reports, jobs and etc..
finally nw all are goin 2 finish soon but final is comin.. T.T

today was a lucky day.. found a good car park n meets some friends that seems long time dint meet 2gather and chit chat.
lunch at old town.. having some ladies chat_sex
haha
interesting topic.. porny*
seems like d whole old town noe we are having this topic
shy*
than back home but some of them continue class
when i go 2 my car realize that i cant make 2 reverse my car.. T.T
damn kanasai lo.. block d whole road.. luckily got a foreign guy help me 2 reversed my car in a jam of cars..
so paiseh*
N today meet kah ming infront of ucsi but d sad things is he cant see me
maybe i dint put any make up.. haha T.T
walao just finish a call from alvin..
dunno chat for hw long.. listen until my ear so pain..
luckily he said his hp low battery.. haha

art work

2010-02-12T10:40:00.000-08:00

today junyi tak pergi school, elissa went to jusco
sudden dun feel to continue class
ask boey and meli 2 company go leisure and touch up my eye brown
omg... d shape of my eye brown look abit weired..
dunno hw 2 discribe also..
this d 1st time went there and d last time also.
haha... sudden feel 2 do my nail for coming CNY
wohoo..
haha poor little alvin is alone at kl
and he cant find any job in this period of time..
2 bad la u.. become mushroom at home la^^
after nite market with mum, feel so lazy 2 do my nail jo..
so facebooking, check mail, and see blog as usual..
til 12mid nite..
sudden hv a mood do have some art work
brought some accessory and start my painting
red + pink + white flower
wait my nails 2 dry til 3am
shot plak d...
haha^^

have a done work and i like it
hope they wont been fall off when i go to sleep..

我们虽然不完美，但爱是最完美的。

2010-02-08T07:45:00.000-08:00

a sentence of words that shows when i open a fortune cookie this morning.
love is perfect, even when we are not..
it really means in my situation now.
maybe im really too stubborn about the pass
about now
about the anger
about the fear
about the hurt
maybe i dont have the right direction to continue my journey
but today elissa gave me that
make me realize this is not really important cuz this is just will make yrself feel unhappy forever
hating her will just make yrself more hurt
she will be hurt, but the worst is yrself
no others
why u wan 2 make yr life so miserable?
i flash back d sweet moments during our relationship
see back the cup that u gave me,the words for me, the pics that u gave me, listen your voice through the cow,smell back the sweetness from d 34 hand made red roses, cutting my nail using yr nail clipper and etc..
we really had a happy moment, a experience..
a memory that u gave me..
n i will appreciate it
experience have good n bad
and love not only have sweetness.. it still including sour, bitter and spicy
N this is journey
i will try to learn and gain more mature
not to fall so easily
maybe im really lack of experience
and thx to gave me an experience
不是我抛弃你，而是你错过我

lastly, thx for your company.. eli
love u^^

this is enough

2010-02-06T08:48:00.000-08:00

til now u still wan 2 lie...
i really cant differentiate which is the true
or not even 1 is.
telling me d different things to me and her
i cant accept your greediness.
want 2 leave a good image to both of us..
tell me u don't like her.....
what a stupid thing that i believe
and now is really enough

dont u can think that u can share your love for 2 person
dont think that u r d only 1 to can be the greedy 1
n i wan 2 tell u
im not that kind to allow u to fooling in front of me
dont u think that u can be forgive
im not that generous

n im really disappointed that being a friend of me can out with them n being nothing of it..

Being an idiot..

2010-02-04T12:14:00.000-08:00

early d morning facebooking...
want 2 add her as a friend
sudden saw her blog, know was been cheated so much n long..
im being idiot for these period..
haha... even me cant accept this.
make me cant eat n sleep ....
is already 04:40
til nw im stil facebooking..
viewing the sweet comment between them that i dont feel to see.
N i dunno whats the meaning for it..
make myself so disgusting.
just want vomit but nothing in my stomach
feel to eat during d mid nite but i cant eat
it makes me cant focus on my work n study
i dont feel 2 go to class
just skip class.. who cares...
i just wan to drunk!!! no sleep, no eating

i left my partner

2010-02-03T09:17:00.000-08:00

the day finally comes..... N i'm trying to avoid this fact that she is leaving.. a person can chat with me every nite on the phone at least an hour.. to share my happiness and sadness.. N today she was going to migrate to Australia.. i lost a company in my life.. i cant chat with her every nite as usual, no 1 company watch movie, hv lunch or dinner, share secret n etc...
she really occupied a lot of time in my life n suddenly she was gone.. to another country.. i feel so lonely without her.. who i got to call every nite? ans : no 1 will..
today all d buddies went 2 airport go have a good bye for her.. except kengli, hanhan n pek wei
but they all still get a call 2 say good bye also..
almost every1 gave their tears to mich when waiting her to leave..
n d most cry baby is still mich.. haha^^
every1 are hoping that this day would not come.. but at last we still need 2 accept that..
every1 will be unusual without her cuz she is a part of it in our group..
n no 1 can be replace..
every 1 will bless u all d best and good luck..
be happy n lucky..

after that, we went 2 makan..
we went ming tian n get full our stomach..
wai kong n Jhan eu have a competition 2 finish 1 特加麻辣腊肠for each of them..
they total drink 4 glass teh ais after finish that 1 sausage.. n they 2 start to drop tears n sweat..
miss yellow, little alien, mr fo, chicken hong and frog also kena d spicy of sausage..
n my lips turn sausage shape when i kena it..
all is alvin's fault..

aimless

2009-10-28T19:20:00.000-07:00

ages i dint update my blog. dunno y i dun hv d mood to update also
i lost my direction in life, dunno wt im doin now, dunno wt i want to do, dunno wt should do
my journey is getting darker and i cant see d rood in front of me
where should i go? im lost

18th birthday

2009-09-24T08:27:00.000-07:00

不知道感觉上有点怪怪

其实自己想怎样都不知道

看到他们的到来

不知道是意外还是惊喜

我的老朋友就把它送来

有很早到咯。。

你们是第一个

来。。带给我生日的祝福

其实真的以为出来见个面而已的

但是没想到采薇也来趁热闹

我们逛了夜市聚一聚

然后就送我回家了虽然短短的那段时间但是我也很满意了

因为这是心意

谢谢我的老同伴

2nd round

那个chipmuck说跟我吃晚饭哦

谁知那个人跟我说吃了

还好到了那里有叫东西吃。。

xinyee, 老鸡和biao 都来了

我们两辆车铲上了小云顶

有了不是一个很美味的晚餐

但是还好那里的风景还不赖

总算ok^^

我的蛋糕。。

快乐时光

再来一张。。换camera man.. haha

yeye^^ 祝我生日快乐吧

真不好意思要老鸡赶着回家。。

hehe.. 谢咯

3rd round

和傻婆s度过

他请了我吃牛排

虽然本身不是很喜欢但是还是吃了

要赏脸嘛。。

然后回去desapark晃晃聚外星

那天的惊喜有很意外到的咯

谢谢你

4rd round

我的生日当天

三位小姐和我贺祝

那位名叫elissa 说一定要今天

就这样她到我家来了

然后我们就来

吃个午餐 meli也带来了礼物

鞋子跟蛋糕

我们去了辣椒

吃了一个小小的大餐

有了快乐的时光

可爱的宝贝

来个大合照吧。。

我的生日蛋糕

5th round

本来那个傻婆宝贝要把同学们都叫过来的

但是到头来就有两个新成员

shawn & kc

我们的男k歌之王

去了fan OK聚聚了

在那里吃午餐

拍了一些无理头的照片

有了快乐的笑容

顽皮的junyi跑出来了

他要做个热身来吃个紫菜

我不要！！

walao.. 那个刀

我们一起许愿吧^^

我的生日就这样过去了

怎么办我又老了一岁。。

不过还是要谢谢大家

我爱你们。。

a day for junyi

2009-09-02T00:16:00.001-07:00

during d holiday.. dun feel 2 stay at home

must find some activity..

meli busy working, elis got her own church activity.. me?

hehe ofcuz must go n play la^^

but 2 of them cant go 4 traveling

so my whole holiday at kl

dissapointed.. but nvm la..

i also hv some time with me friends d..

N take care of my grandma.. cuz of that my holiday waste

but nvm la.. wt 2 do who ask me she is my granny.. need 2 tk care also^^

that day i sudden tell junyi dun feel 2 at home than went 2 her house n hv some activity with her

early d morning hv breakfast with her n mamak

chat chat chat...

than went back her house N wait her shower

N i saw this

haha when she was young^^ so cute

went 2 ucsi a pick up kc

silly pic at car

going for movie .. district 9

alien movie..stil ok d

than fetch kc back

me n junyi hv 2nd activity

tk pic.. haha

a ghost album...

thx 2 junyi than gv me this experience.. haha

bye^^

finally back.. haha^^

2009-09-01T23:32:00.001-07:00

long time dint update my blog...

previous is exam, than holiday..

also no time 2 update

actually is lazy la.. haha

erm.. when im goin 2 start?

like 2 much thing 2 write

lets post some pic during sek wan's big day

D birthday girl

whish in a wired style

special 4 that sapo^^hehe

went 2 her house n meet her

she wants d cake

haha.. like 2 eat so much..

after d cake we went 2 desa park 2 hv our dinner

eat steambout..

saw alian, nic N tank at there

having a happy moment^^

D end...

exhausted

2009-08-12T11:30:00.000-07:00

im freaking tired nw
just celebrate snowie's birthday just nw
but tmr im hving my final for cs
N im not prepare
my mind are stuck
my head going 2 burst
physically N mentally are damn tired
2 much stuff need to settle N face during this period of time
im freaking off!!!

last wed

2009-08-03T09:14:00.000-07:00

a day that i keep eating...

after psycho class...

meet elissa ^^

she tied her hair.. cute

lets take a pic^^

went 2 hv some dessert..

sweet^^ actually not really like 2 eat sweet stuff

but ones awhile is ok d...

haha

went 2 甜不甩

things in menu look nice but d actual taste sucks.. haha

wt ice-cream is this...

smile^^

i also dunno wt im laughing.. haha==

after our lunch went back for class..

after that is pasar malam time again

haha

omg.. keep eating N im goin 2 be a gaint!

alvin N mich come my house N fetch me.. haha yeah^^

than go 2 pasar malam N start 2 eat haha

meet voon yuanzhi N shu wei sis

than mich hv a urgent call from home N need 2 rush back..

but im goin 2 hv 2nd section

sekwan, ooiooi, shu wei n fa guat come here 2 meet me

haha

that day like meets a lot of kepong friends

really happy^^

finally i saw ooiooi that day

i really miss her

dint see her since 2months

N shu wei 2 haha

thx 4 sek wan N her bf fetch her from subang..

pity..

we all hv a walk at pasar malam than go 2 yam cha

happy moment..^^

rush day

2009-07-30T09:57:00.000-07:00

early d mornning need 2 go there 2 keep company with her
saw hannah in her house..
got some dvd problem haha
than prepare 2 training
thought is 5pm rush 2 wisma genting
in jam..
5.30 reach using 160km/h
dint do well in roleplay
abit nervous..

end of class

2009-07-30T09:38:00.000-07:00

after our psycho class

a big gang 2 wong kok

hving our lunch 2gather

eat yummy stuff

hving a good time but boey gv more money when d bills come

wrong amount..

pitty 1s

1st time hv shoot with little boey

lets show time..

self protrait haha

4 in 1

others r not interested busy eating...

after eating hv a walk at leisure mall

buy some stuff than went back continue class==

the day after

2009-07-30T08:56:00.000-07:00

friday...

gonna meet aaron...

cuz he will going back to london coming tues

cant run 4 it haha

old friends..

me N sek wan went there

he N his 2 friends

we hv breakfast togather

they 3 eat

me N sekwan just drink

than..

went 2 his house

just 3 of them stay in a house

need 2 do househole thing

haha

3 guys clean d house N full of rubbish

took off their shirt..

hei....

silly

chesse

pls look up

early d morning

2009-07-29T04:39:00.000-07:00

alone go 4 d computing class early friday morning..

melissa went 2 bangkok

elissa dun feel 2 go...

=x

last tuesday

2009-07-29T04:06:00.000-07:00

actually im goin back 2 kepong 2 meet arron d..

but finally 3 sapo went 2 1u
haha

in wong kok

in curly hair.. ms sevini

little sapo.. sekwan

d cute 1s haha.. Me^^

so ss..

At toys'r'us..

than when outdoor chatting..
N tk pic^^

the End...

20.7.09

2009-07-29T03:46:00.000-07:00

early d morning recieved a call from elissa

N d news is she hv an accident

omg worries start 2 come..

when i met her

she was on a new gold hair

so sharp haha^^nice hair

lucky thing she was ok...

after my psycho class when 4 duty for the charity..N met elissa there than junyi come here 2 play around than go kidnap shaun dunno pergi mana..

haha leave their stuffs at d booth

doin crazy stuff..

thx for donation..

come for charity..

yesterday

2009-07-16T23:37:00.000-07:00

finish our pro N stat

me N eliss teman mel to go midvelly 2 interview

nw turn me 2 drive

that day got abit jam

i think cuz of jusco member day

when mel ask for d interview

me N eliss went in

i go 4 that interview but eliss no

but i dint get 4 that job

sad.... T.T

but nvm stil got more 2 go

than we rush back 2 malaysian studies class

D day need 2 pass up our assignment

cs done a good job 4 that..

but he dint use my information =(

he just use that 2 pic!!
during class

we self protrait again..haha

that junyi ask want 2 go midvelly?

cuz she wanna 2 buy high heels

than me, eliss N celyn went with her

tumpang dia punya honda civic

haha

wa... so cool hehe
driving post...

celyn hv a heavy eye bag haha^^

mana dia punya blue black haha

chesse..

junyi finish her fitting come in N joint us

always show wired face.. as usual

junyi show her banana bag

than we went 2 kim gary eat cheese rice.. yummy^^

eliss, celyn n me eat that but different ingredient

that only junyi eat different stuff..

me N eliss toke pic but junyi N celyn continue their food

after filling our stomach continue shopping

haha

that eliss start her sickness ~ take picture, self protrait

after so many shops

at last she bought that vincci 1 haha

saturday Nite

2009-07-16T23:00:00.000-07:00

haha... went 4 clubbing at poppy

with 4 nuts

mich, alien, nic N teng teng

b4 that i also dunno can out or not

dint inform parents also

cuz i thought i will sneak out d

if i ask they sure not let me out

but when they reach my house that 2 old lady N man hvn go 2 sleep yet

still hanging around d living room

damn..
hw im gonna 2 out!

wait 5 mins..

just went down N open d gate

that 2 old ask we where im going

than i just ans clubbing
omg.. i also cant imagine wt im saying

haha

they stop me

but i just out

dun care haha

sweating..

silly face

Nic vomiting.. drunk

lets drunk 2 gather

nic was drunk in d toilet n we take pic at outside

haha

pasar malam

2009-07-16T21:26:00.000-07:00

8th of july, d last wed

melissa, elissa N me sudden feel 2 eat pasr malam food^^

haha

we r so lucky.. d longest pasar malam in kl is just beside our collage

N there is d famous place that hv the most N nicest food sell at there

we went there.. haha

its really long we used long time 2 finish our journey

kaki also hampir patah haha

luckily i change my high heels 2 sandles

need 2 thx mel's sandles

but really hot at there

keep sweating cuz i wear long jeans

damn...

but we still enjoy haha..
we really eats a lot...

having dessert...

me N mel share..

elissa drink 1 by her self...

yummy.. i like this

i bought 3..

mini octopus.. haha

me N mel also like 2 eat but eliss say very disgusting

but finally she ate

haha

N she say taste OK

haha

i think she like that^^

9.7.09

2009-07-13T23:58:00.000-07:00

that day i wore a nearly same design dress with elissa 2 class haha..

1st class was computing studies.. aiyo.. d next day midterm but i also dunno hw 2 do flowchart yet... but nvm la.. i just take it easy although im full of question marks.. haha

after d 15 mins of computing studies.. we went 2 lab comp 2 print something

N we met 2 silly guy ~ cat N jenn yuen

N have some silly pic

jennyuen N cat....

serious..

silly..

as usual.. haha

D next class ~ Malaysian studies..

N stil got planty of time

that melissa skip her algbra class N ask us 2 go bangsar ..

at last me N elis attracted by melissa..

as usual she show d way cuz she is our big sister^^

N elissa drive..

1st time go there.. wow a happening place during d Nite

got alot of nice boutique shop..

of cuz we have some shopping haha..

infront d mirror

self protrait as usual haha

big bear^^

haha im in red sun glasses

like it but dint buy.. =(

omg.. im in this dress..

at stairs..

sexy melissa

finish shopping N we rush back 4 malaysian studies..

late for an hour haha..

tired day

2009-07-03T08:22:00.000-07:00

actually today is nothing much d cuz today just have a class in d morning

after my class went 2 car wash

car was 2 dirty... cant stand..

than rush 2 tong sampah punya house N fetch him 2 hv a brunch..

haha^^

we went 2 kay's cafe at desa park..

nice food N enviroment^^

after food N chatting

we went off N fetch him back 2 house

my Next section 1u

gonna 2 see transformer

wahaha..

ya is a nice movie^^

pity mich saw jo still need 2 company me 2 see again

haha..

sorry sam, sudah rampas awak punya buddy..

today i saw sam , sudden feel wired wired

maybe cuz of sam was a close friend of mich

stupid stonn, im not jealousing ok.. dun be so ss

after movie have a walk with her than rush back

cuz 2 nites dint go back 2 eat dinner with family..

sudden got abit miss their dishes^^

at nite, received a call

omg alien kena bang by motor

tangan sudah hitam..

kaki ada darah

poor little alien...

lucky thing she dint hurt much just a little^^

absent of mr hasan

2009-07-02T09:20:00.000-07:00

after our pro N stat class.. me, mel n elissa went 4 lunch
than mel went for algebra, me n elis went 2 find Mr Hasan

at that time, we only knew that dia sudah lari...

Hari ini tak ada malaysian class..

yeh yeh...no need to build spider webs in class^^

can go play around..

finally we decided 2 go musuem 2 complete our assignment..

but when we reach there dint took much 4 d assignment but got a lots of funny pic

HaHa...

Me N elissa gonna rogol cason's teddy.. wahaha

miss melissa.. stop touching my breast!!

we will gonna 2 die in elissa's hand... x.x

Hallo.. Can u see us?

wow.. im flying.. Yapi^^

omg.. this was 2 heavy 4 me!!

Elissa was here.. can u see me?

Pass for D journey..

get scared?

outch... my ear!!

aaaa... A floating bike was come towards me!

i like d nightstool with lights... Excuse me can i just poo here?

Thats all 4 museum..

Next section was our dinner at fullhouse..

Nice enviroment^^

Menu pls..

elissa

melissa

cason

we... cason cant join. cuz do camera man.. haha

after full house, cason fetch all of us back

pity him lo purposely go cheras 2 fetch us from kepong than still need 2 fetch us back 2 cheras again...

thx all of u.... i had a great moment today although is abit tired..

enjoy guys...

D end^^

hair in short

2009-06-28T05:36:00.000-07:00

friday i went 4 hair cut......
actually quite like my new hair style d but really miss my long hair

my short hair....
walao.. this hair make me spend 5 hrs in salon
dunno y take so long no perm, no rebonding
just dye n cut also took me so much time..

after my hair cut went 4 bbq...
with mic, alien, nic N tank

they said celebrate d away of micheal jackson

what d... stun!!!

all in 1..........

D moments...

in d pool..

Alien's egg

yummy..

on fire..

同学们。。

Nic Nic... Y u so naughty....

D end^^

dim sum

2009-06-18T20:31:00.000-07:00

just got a class today

that is computing studies...

shit man..

dunno wt he talking about

i just sit there n keep on day dreaming..

need 2 find some 1 help jo...

today mr. ho dismissed class early

so me, elissa n melissa go for dim sum..

yummy^^

Before....

After...

hahahaha............

both of us

2009-06-18T07:56:00.000-07:00

1st time had movie with elissa personaly at midvelly haha..

actually is outing wit renee they all

N go for shopping d..

but they all sudden say dun feel 2 go
so me N elissa also forget about it lo

malaysian studies class end early..

about 3 something..

than we 2 屁股痒go 2 have a movie..

17 again... hehe

not only go 2 see 帅哥.. d story also quiet nice d lo

if u like childish movie la... like me.. haha

after movie, 1 need 2 drive back 2 ucsi n drop her

but.....

when we went out from d complex N go for 2 rounds also cant find d way out 2 back...

than i just simply went out from a road n to bangsar

walao..

start 2 sesat jo..

dunno where im goin

dunno wt's d place

go round N round
sesat for 1 n a half hour in d traffic jam

omg.. in bad luck..

but nvm la

still got my little princess sit beside me

she keep say nvm..

im usual 2 it. no worries

N she really help a lot..

although she also blur blur... same like me

haha

N we share alot of personal stuff also

our secret.. ^^

sudden think about him..

cuz mention about him

still think about him when im in problem

sorry, my dear

im sorry elissa...

need u 2 struggle hungry in my car..

pai seh la..

haha

reach her car at 7:42...........

dun rush back 2 eat o, must be careful 2 drive^^

haha

middle of the year

2009-06-15T08:38:00.000-07:00

today, saw junyi cut her hair

walao.. dam short..

she was so brave.. i cant believe in this length on a girl's head

feel funny when she told me that like gays couple when she be with her bf..

haha

after my class, i went 2 buy a cake for my mum's birthday.

me N my parents went 2 have a crab dinner N celebrate her birthday in house

luckily they didn't go 2 those romantic place

therefore i no need 2 be their spotlight

haha

my mum...

eating cherry

me N parents

晚上

2009-06-14T10:15:00.000-07:00

看着我blog的那短发的照片就有点不想剪我的头发了
看见那么幼自的样子真的有点顶不顺
这样的样子怎样去clubbing?
walaoye... 想想下都还是不要剪了
我真的没有这个胆量
对不起。。刁刁我让你失望了
还有我为你而荣
你真有胆量
我看我还是乖乖留回这头发吧。。。
虽然有点厌倦不过还是算了吧。。

这一个星期

2009-06-12T09:32:00.000-07:00

好像很久没有update我的blog 了。。。
怎怎十多天了，感觉很懒惰一下
哈哈。。
星期三是celyn的生日
我们在fan ok 和她庆祝
希望她满意吧。。哈哈
祝你生日快乐
对不起elissa... 我没有拍到照给你看，不过melissa的电话有一两张的。。。
不好意思哦哈哈
晚上snowie心血来潮和kent go来cheras 找我出来喝茶
我还是偷出来的
另一天就是computing studies test 了。。
竟然没有读然后。。。
我又迟到了。。
N last question 不会做。。
死定了
今天回kepong来陪陪snowie 然后去soo N tan 捣蛋以下
哈哈。。大家我来了有想念我吗？
oioi 突然好想你哦。。几时可以跟我逛逛呢？
好久没见你。。我好想你。。娘
下午接到亲爱的来电。。
他病了。。跟我哥一样
你们都要快点好哦。。
你竟然拒绝我的到来。。
有点失望你忘了你所跟我讲的吗？

jie er

2009-05-31T02:46:00.000-07:00

friday went 2 serdang hospital for visit...
saw her tears keep dropping..
嗨。。看到真心酸。。。
D painful from her face..
dun cry lo must be tuff
hope get well soon
got some worries about her operation
although is a minor 1..
gambateh o...
lee jie er

elissa's birthday

2009-05-28T07:12:00.000-07:00

we celebrate at secret n had some supprise for that birthday girl

but actually not that supprise.. just normal haha

we prepared few different type flavour of cake for her..

N the gang is melissa, junyi, boey, celyn, cat N me

hehe

hope she will be happy n enjoy it

cuz just a simpe celebration for her..

sweet pic...........

wa............ a lovely kiss

D birthday girl....

tuesday

2009-05-27T09:04:00.000-07:00

me N mich went 2 putrajaya

lucky that we didn't sesat at there

cuz both also dunno D way 2 go

but she was d 1 who drive la

not me

hehe

pic at there...

im falling down..

is a nice place.... but was tired that day

D saturday

2009-05-25T19:01:00.000-07:00

have a outing with fo N mich..

at 1u.. same place...

not boring 1 meh?

always go there...

got to go kepong from cheras again..

tired..

but we have nice food from there la..

Actually this outing just want to hv a met with mr. fo only

D noisy chicken haha

food N drinks in zenmai

at haagen-dazs

being nuts..

after that have an outing with alien, nic, tank, mich kong and etc..

D end

alien

2009-05-18T09:19:00.000-07:00

this girl is some1 who hv a same birthday with me
alien
she really hv a correct name
b4 that im wandering wt she gonna 2 wear for clubbing..
i really cant imagine she on a dress
i nvr see before she wear 'this type of cloths'
omg.. she really look different
look sexy n nice

being crazy always llike this.....

she is d only meet is so different n funny

actually really happy n glade 2 meet her

i noe her cuz of a friend

she is michelle kong

really need 2 thx her haha

actually she enjoying wear high heels also

haha...

she so cute when she make crazy stuff like this

i will b very miss her

haha

hei!!! dun forget bring me 2 clubbing o

u promised.... haha

me.........................................

2009-05-18T08:29:00.000-07:00

feel like long time nvr update my blog...
start my school live at ucsi for more than 2 weeks also hvn mention any of it
i found some new friends but not much 2 hvn reach target yet haha..
i really happy that can find few of them who r same interest with me i.e photography
they really is amazing in taking nice photo
i really hope that we can go around 2 tk different kind of pic
but must learn technique from them also cuz just learning also
do not noe much... haha

really feel happy can find 2 close friend in these short period of time
that is mellisa n elissa
both of them hv nearly d same name
at 1st i really always mix it up
but nw is ok....
haha
sorry about that...

memories ....

不够成熟

2009-05-10T07:23:00.000-07:00

我想我还是不够成熟还达不到你的要求
我真的没有想的太多只是怀念你走以后
离开难道真的是解脱难道真的要事过境迁了以后才懂
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过笑着和你挥挥手
如果有一刻我们有缘在见你会不会想起说过的永远

what a stupid day

2009-05-07T07:00:00.000-07:00

today i park my car infront of d shoplots N just went in 2 college
that stupid thing park his stupid vios behide my car
when i wanna 2 go back
my car is stuck inside
N d most important thing is my hon sudah rosak
omg real shit man............
just sit there wait like a stupid dumm

1 am

2009-05-06T09:45:00.000-07:00

nw is 1am
i saw S blog n see through d blog that wroten for this year
i really dunno need 2 say about wt
but as u say dun let yr feeling towards me 起死回生
actually got abit down when u said that
but i noe i need 2 let go
rather u r suffering at d meddle of d relationship
i noe what 2 do nw..... S
i wont say those manja manja thing 2 u jo
i will just act my side
actually i quit jealous about yr friendship in crazy 4
can be so happy n relax
not like me just noe hw 2 give u problems n worries
im sorry
im sorry.................................
actually u really change a lot
being mature
being tough
being more cool
not only in relationship
also in family, friends n surrounding
gambateh............
this time i will try 2 look all of my surrounding not just behind

outing with snowie, jason n ginny

2009-05-05T06:33:00.000-07:00

today i drive alone 2 kepong from cheras
actually abit scared also
but i still arrived......
haha
1st i went to mich's house to done some college work
than she fetch us to 1u

at 1st we hv very good time at there
we hv mc, ghost movie n take crazy photo
haha........

sweet photoes

pls dont take my ass pic..... ms ginny

being crazy...............................

but d most panic things comes.....
i need to drive n fetch 4 of them 2 hv dinner
omg.... im real sweat at there
nearlly faith..........

than we hv dinner with mich n A
we hv some chitchat at there
than mich n A need to went off early cuz of some emergency

after d dinner i drive back 2 cheras by my own
when im driving .. i cried
i do not know isn't i 2 scared or im sad that A less conversation 2 me
actually i really thought that i can act like normal frinds wit him
but when i saw him. i dun feel 2 speak wit him but when he go,
i feel uncomfert
i can control my feelings towards S but y dun A
hope i can just let go n forget it

1st day at ucsi

2009-05-04T08:21:00.000-07:00

today i drive to college alone
went 2 round also no parking
goin 2 late jo
lastly i found a small space for motorcyclist's parking
Haha.................
i just park there to avoid late...... isn't very bad?
hehe. at 1st is eng class, omg damm boring........ gonna sleep at there
im bad luck today
i been choosen to be class leader at english class.
D lecture sure put me a lot of trouble n stuff a lot of things to do
N i cant get off of this......... help me!!!!
but nvm la
today i saw a guy look like陈奕
wa damm leng zai donna faint jor
haha
2 bad he study different course...........

d last day

2009-05-03T06:48:00.000-07:00

明天就开始上课咯。。。
好像有一点点的紧张
想到全部朋友在kepong就sien掉了
自由的生活就到此结束了
过后的生活一定闷坏了
aleluya.....神明保佑吧.....

moody

2009-05-02T08:50:00.000-07:00

last nite though alien bring us to clubing d...
but at d end went for pub n have some drinks only.
sien............ but nvm she wear a gold high heels to walk around of catwalk to make fun for us.
haha
what a brave 1............

WKG 8664

2009-05-02T07:52:00.000-07:00

haha.. finally got a car
omg.... ask me to drive kancil
see also no mood jor.
but nvm easy to parking.
is suitable for some1 driving sucks like me.

distance from cheras to kepong total kena people hon 6 timez.. damm kana sai