mid-night

im so random~

feel to post something on my blog

that kinda long time i didnt do that too..

cuz of job, homework, outings

i had get usual to sleep late and wake late

and now i can get on my bed

and gone throw peoples blog

i kinda.. miss myself

the mabel jang that keep trying to run as far as she can to succeed her dream

but now i realise i stop

i keep myself private

away from social

izzit this what i want?

im confuse*

realizing

everyone have their own selfishness

so do i have

and i have a serious one

from previous till now

i do not know how serious i am

until now u told me that

Ya.. is true

i have to give my time to my studies, family, friends, work and my partner.

and i just have 24hrs for a day

deduct my sleeping and college time, there are just few hrs remain.

I cant focus all.. but im too greedy

i want to have all of them

i want to have a life that are not everyone have that

but there will not have perfection in this world

i failed to have the perfection life that i want

cuz human always not being satisfy

when they have the 1st one, they always hope the second one

Therefore, the selfishness beginning to start.. because when its start, u will take granted from people who always love you.

im sorry that i have took advantages from those people who love me.

i know im a person who do not deserve being pampered.

im not a robot

i can able to change my attitude become better towards you

i can give you comfort and confidence when you need it

some how i try my best to enhance our relationship

i try to become a better behalf that what i didn't sacrifice that much before

and for these long period of time

im still not being trusted

i do not know what should i do anymore..

im a human being not a robot

i have feeling to it that what you have said

i have already try my best to done my role play

but everyone have their own limit too..

is ok.. im tired to fight back.

cuz i dont want to be the only person who take it so seriously but the other dont.

alone

i just want to tell you that i miss u alot.

A day

recently i'm working for canon roadshow

but the event have ended.

before that we are normal as we are

2 days after is like omg..

red wig for 4 of us.

have a great moment with them =)

haha.. real satisfied with this work.. cuz i saw fei lun hai

actually im not really a fan of them

but after their authorgraphy

they really gave a good impress to me..

they are like damn tall..

sad case is i stand too far from them

ish.. what quite a waste..

ya... tried ninja burger =)

is so yummy and healthy..

recommended*

N is value to eat if u go with a gang of friends.

this is my set lunch ^^

a great day N a great place

haha.. here I'm

u all gonna miss me rite?

have a suggestion for u all..

a great relax place

named Levian.

at KL nearby Pavilion :)

a place special for breads

but they do sell other western food also.

And chocolate XD

spend a whole day at there

have a tea break with MACAROON

it look like colorful burgers with artificial colors

taste like biscuit

but is too sweet for me

maybe it suit elissa cuz she love sweet stuff

it look delicious ..

yummy tarts after ^^

blueberry & strawberry

and a cup of cappuccino..

dinner with thai pasta.. yum yum

N have a souvenir =)

waiting

1st time im waiting for people's call for so desperately
keep calling and calling
but no one answer
checked fb, blog, watsapp and message
but there are no updates and respond
prepared the journey for tmr but
received a reply on tmr morning
ask me go back to bed
i called back
keep calling
but there are no answer

and i realized i changed
turn to a person who knows fear.