Anti social

my blog gonna rusting now!!
i just leave there like long long time ago
include facebook..
im shock that even i didnt switch on my lappy for few days
is like im so outdated
do not really knew that im lazy or lack of time
some how i just use my phone to check my mail n fb notifications only
than log out
not even being busy body at ppl's wall
or chit chat with friends..
even im like so away of my friends' blog that im usual to see them so frequent
besides, i do not hang out with friends like usually what i did.

suddenly i really out of my track..
feel that im like living by my own

i do not know what make me change?
my partner or my studies?
maybe 50 , 50
yes. compare to last sem
i really put more effort to my homework,
stay up late nights just for assignments,
work like non-stop cuz i have few assignments in a week .
and every week have new assignment for me.

previously, while im at ucsi
i always thought that study more in practical will be more fun, easy and excitement.
ya... is quite challenging to me cuz is new to me.
but is not easy at all..
is like no rest for me..
having final exam can last minute
but having practical subjects is like every work that u have done is yr exam
cuz it include marks that shows yr grades
N being not creative that i need to put more time n effort of it..
i hope the way that i have chosen is a right track..
good luck to me =)

成长

有时候真的永远当小孩
只顾吃喝玩乐，课业和睡觉。
长大了，玩的感觉没了，朋友陌生了，
感觉到社会的残酷。
小时候可以当朋友是知心
但一接触到社会，人就会变
在也不是小时候的小孩。

所以大家都越来越保护自己
变得有所保留，感情就不能像小孩那样释放和直率。

12am of 3 feb

arghhhhhh.... i wash my hair on the 1st day of cny..
hope it wont affect my luck .. cuz going to play mah jeong tmr!!

most of the people are having fun or playing fireworks but i'm rushing my assignments..
sigh*
tmr mama going to make me up at 9am sharp..
ouch... im going to look ugly on this cny!!!