Sunday, May 29, 2011


everyone have their own selfishness
so do i have
and i have a serious one
from previous till now
i do not know how serious i am
until now u told me that
Ya.. is true
i have to give my time to my studies, family, friends, work and my partner.
and i just have 24hrs for a day
deduct my sleeping and college time, there are just few hrs remain.
I cant focus all.. but im too greedy
i want to have all of them
i want to have a life that are not everyone have that
but there will not have perfection in this world

i failed to have the perfection life that i want
cuz human always not being satisfy
when they have the 1st one, they always hope the second one
Therefore, the selfishness beginning to start.. because when its start, u will take granted from people who always love you.

im sorry that i have took advantages from those people who love me.
i know im a person who do not deserve being pampered.

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

im not a robot

i can able to change my attitude become better towards you
i can give you comfort and confidence when you need it
some how i try my best to enhance our relationship
i try to become a better behalf that what i didn't sacrifice that much before
and for these long period of time
im still not being trusted
i do not know what should i do anymore..
im a human being not a robot
i have feeling to it that what you have said
i have already try my best to done my role play
but everyone have their own limit too..
is ok.. im tired to fight back.
cuz i dont want to be the only person who take it so seriously but the other dont.

Sunday, May 1, 2011


i just want to tell you that i miss u alot.