realizing

everyone have their own selfishness

so do i have

and i have a serious one

from previous till now

i do not know how serious i am

until now u told me that

Ya.. is true

i have to give my time to my studies, family, friends, work and my partner.

and i just have 24hrs for a day

deduct my sleeping and college time, there are just few hrs remain.

I cant focus all.. but im too greedy

i want to have all of them

i want to have a life that are not everyone have that

but there will not have perfection in this world

i failed to have the perfection life that i want

cuz human always not being satisfy

when they have the 1st one, they always hope the second one

Therefore, the selfishness beginning to start.. because when its start, u will take granted from people who always love you.

im sorry that i have took advantages from those people who love me.

i know im a person who do not deserve being pampered.

im not a robot

i can able to change my attitude become better towards you

i can give you comfort and confidence when you need it

some how i try my best to enhance our relationship

i try to become a better behalf that what i didn't sacrifice that much before

and for these long period of time

im still not being trusted

i do not know what should i do anymore..

im a human being not a robot

i have feeling to it that what you have said

i have already try my best to done my role play

but everyone have their own limit too..

is ok.. im tired to fight back.

cuz i dont want to be the only person who take it so seriously but the other dont.

alone

i just want to tell you that i miss u alot.