a day have too many excitements..

1.realize that i contact with the wrong jason
than make me damn paiseh..
some more ask me out for date..
i takut la... friends ok la.. no others ok..

2. found out something interesting^^
get to increase the number of the same line group
wohoo... we r so unique^^

3. is a bad thing
just found out my expenses for this month
omg... i hv ard spend rm2700, and the month still hvn end
i dunno wt mabel jang trying to do..
spend money like tap water..
how she gonna spend over her limits
n she need to get some punishment..
1st, no shopping for her for the next month( september)
2nd, need to go to get herself a job immediately
no lazy at house anymore..
3rd, no outings during the study period b4 finals...


* the surrounding, pls keep on eye on her*

is just like that..

today went to night market to buy my tmr's breakfast
n i accidentally drop my phone
ish~ i cant see my screen now..
damn.. i need to survive without phone again..

i feel real bad after i read yr post,
n this afternoon have some conversation with monkey also
talk about ours
she ask me to keep a distance with u, to avoid u getting even worst
cuz if i still remain the relationship now it will may cause u cant able to let go.
but u know..
i cant make it..
u stay a important role in my heart, n will always there..
is not just a ex- partner, and a real friend that cant replace
n u know i will not leave my friends
some how i treat friends better than my other half
but i hope u not to just feel to let the pass go,
and accept others.
cuz i hope u really live happily, n can get a good mate ( if u really meet some1 that really fall for )
not just cuz of yr 赌气...
love u....^^

today done a bad thing..
brought christine ponteng..
went to dessert shop to have 汤圆
we fight for food as usual, cuz we have similar taste n likes
guess who won?
haha.... ofcuz is mabel jang, she always like to bully the person who love her...
ate yam with sesame ball.. nice^^ but the yam not sweet enough ... haha
but is just nice for C, loser ate peanut ball with ginger soup
yuck.... old people's taste
*i hate ginger*
n she forgot her glasses when we leave the shop,
made the waitress ran out to pass her belongings
paiseh lo~ lolx..

ei~ stupid christine... no more jealous...
u r in my post .. so no complains.. =)

for anson young..

i know u have a hard time for this period
n i hope u can stay strong..
u look damn chan in ekka's picture lo..
go do facial n put more mask^^
pls take care yr self babi..
hippo always not that strong like frog...
so hippo cant learn frog to stay up late night, not to bed
n if any problem must tell frog,
like wt hippo usual do^^
n mabel jang will always there for u...

JUST HAVE SOME RELEASE ^^

today no class for me
classmate went for holiday at JB n singapore
left me at KL
kena ffk by boey ( reason: sick)
ok..
i forgive
than this morning gave a call to my darling
force her to accompany for whole day
waste her time in saloon by waiting me to finish my hair dye n cut
ok..i have a new colour.. red
but only can see in the bright..
omg... i wan bright colour

my darling done a manicure while she was waiting~
rm30 for pinkish red
u can search for her blog to see updated pictures
cuz she is the photographer today^^
blog : http://tsukielissa.blogspot.com
had lunch n snowflake at subang
meet mandy at there..
*the snowflake kaki*
i forgot to bring my card to chop....
so i cant get the 2 chop for the free item.. ish~
after the sweet time that we had together,
fetch my darling to kajang
finally i got to know her house location..
so this christmas will pergi her house n mess up
wahaha~ elissa wait for us...^^
hope her lips will get well soon..
i see also heartache..
cuz the difference of colour..

烦...

i know im a selfish person
trying to maintain the relationship between us
trying to give a good impression
but i know i have done something sucks to u just now
n make u damn pissed off
n i want to tell u, i still got feelings towards my ex
n i hvn totally can let go the previous relationship.
n i don't feel to hide this from you.
cuz i really dont feel to lie.

although i have feelings towards u, that i do not aspect,
but when i saw yr moodiness,
i really dunno how to respond,
sorry for my greediness that i fall for 2 person on the same time.
i just need some time for it.

but i really feel fear n down when u dint reply my message
n im waiting for it..

im so useless

bad or good luck?

actually today need to have insurance exam, but this morning received alvin's call and told me that postponed to next week.
actually i should be happy to heard that cuz i hvn finish the topics that need to cover although i stay up late night to study..
some more i ate mcd for my supper... gemuknya~
d 2 sucks thing that i met was :
1st: mcd's stuff told me that the mcd delivery service that cover my house area is just until 11pm..
omg.. apa ini!!! force to go drive thru during the mid night.. improve abit la.. malaysia
2nd : im wasting the whole nite n morning to study the question with a wrong ans.. damn it~
cuz of i accidentally mix up with ans sheet for different sample exam question... the the most sucks thing.. i realize it in this morning.. damn it.. im wasting my whole night that memorizing wrong answer.. omg... damn stupid la..
luckily alvin told me the exam postpone, if not sure fail!!!
wasting my time, energy, sleeping time, postpone my meetings, and etc..
grhhhhhhh......

after the call.. start my fb-ing
mails n blogs.
that i miss it for last night
cuz im ard awake..
cant sleep when i can see sun lights..
so go search job, gossip in ppl's blog, and re-read your blog..
read back yr previous post, that normally i like to do it
it so touch~
still can make it to feel back those feelings
although i read it for lots of times
n u r in yr collage now.. really miss you
although i know i should not say that..

ya~ n need to thx steffi that stay awake that confirm me that not fall asleep last night.
sorry ...bengkak eyes~ ^^

sweet stuff

normally, ppl who close to me knows that im the person who not really like to eat sweet stuff.
but i do eat in sometimes..
i have been so long that i dint update my blog..
previously, im busying of withdraw from ucsi n settle the paper work stuff
n finding new collage to transfer,
n finally now im at iact.
ppl at there r quite different from ucsi
1st they are all fresh graduated so sometime i feel abit old at there
2nd is most of them are banana, omg
i cant speak Mandarin anymore... T_____T
* luckily not the whole class of bananas, if not suffer man.*
but the class activities at there are better than ucsi,
at least is not that boring.. haha
n more interactive between students n lecturers
n we always have group activities in class that ucsi do not have.
the most suffer thing is i need to wake up freaking early to prepare myself to school,
cuz cheras to jaya 1 is damn jam man..
will jam more than an hour, n usually i always late for class
no matter hw early i wake up
cuz my characteristic is NOT PUNCTUAL
n iact's lecturer are damn discipline
cant late for class if not will deduct marks * damn shit rite*
hope i wont fail my subject cuz i always late.
although iact's teaching plan is much more fun than ucsi, but is quite tired for me also
cuz the lecturer use all the lecture hrs that given
but ucsi normally teach 1 till 1 n a half hr only.
iact, 1 class is 3 hrs..
the most shit thing is the mac lab dun hv Internet connect in pc, so i need my iphone
haha


today went to see toy story 3 with my 20 classmate ^^
have fun with them also, n i had baskin today^^
because is pink Wednesday ♥
i wore pink pants n shoes today^^
so im getting discount for that.. haha

cuz im being emo for these few days,
so i need some sweet things to cheer me up ( elissa's recommend)
so had a high sugar content drink during this morning
n some candies in class
had ice cream b4 the show
n when im back i ate marshmallow^^

nice..
so today , the whole day is all sweet stuff.
it really cheer me up when i feel the moodiness from me..

n just finish a call from michelle,
talk for more than an hour like usual
make me feel that im still concern
thx ^^
take care la dear, get well soon ^^ *cares from me*